Lost in my World of feelings

lonelyattimes @ 2005-06-08T11:54:00

2005-06-08T15:48:02Z

in typing i haven't updated in a long.......time!!!! anyway i asm goign to do what alot off ppl do so leave your name and i will write something VERY nice about you!!! Have a good day!!! this is my last public entry!!!

lonelyattimes @ 2005-06-02T17:06:00

2005-06-02T21:20:43Z

i AM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!! i thought you missed em too.....i thought you were telling the truth when you wanted to see me....i knoe we never see each other but you could have made an effort....but no you didn't even think about me!! you never talk to me...i can't belive i thought you missed me and wanted me....i thought i could have been in love but i just realized that i'm not and will never be in love wiht you...you broke my heart so much making me ait while you go thro girlfriends like tolit paper....I can't belive i didn't look past the good looks....all you are is good looks you are so wrapped up with having a girlfriend that you don't even think about the ones your hurting....you led me into thinking we had a chance and that you really liked me....but that was all an act!!! at first i thought it was my fault that you doidn't pick em to be your girlfriend but now i've realized its YOURS....its all your fault that i waited hea for almost a year even thought i went out with ryan i was still waiting for you...i did like ryan and i wasn't just goign out with him to just have a boyfriend liek you do with girls....girls ain't toys you can't have one then throw um away the next day....its not like that!!! but i geuss you didn't see that.....the next time i see you i'm gonna slap you so hard for what you did to me....but the problem is i still think about you i'm not in love and i never will be not with you at least...but you'll still be in my mind.........

lonelyattimes @ 2005-06-02T15:17:00

2005-06-02T19:19:28Z

thank you lindz _obs3ssion for this beautiful layout but i would also liek to say that i changed the comment thing to listened to the waves... so go to lostlayouts for awesome layouts!!

um..

2005-06-02T15:27:53Z

I'm in typing....Bored....we have a sub...gr..so bored...lalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalllallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Friday...

2005-05-25T19:55:40Z

I CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY!! I'm going with Jackie to a mystery land!!...hehehe jp we goin to new hampshire!! We gonna have a blast!! Its gonna be madd chill!!(Kaitlyn!) Jackies comin oca tommorrow to help me pack cuz i've neva been to new hamshire in a house thing..only hotels and stuff....so i dunno what to bring....we get the whole downstairs to ourselves....its gonna be so much funn!! we gonna go swimmin in the rain!! and go in the hot tub thing!! Its gonn be so much funn that i might neva wanna come back...hehehe just playin...i'll copme back to be wit all you ppls!!....

Got this from olivia's livejournal..
FIRST OFF...
...What's your name?
...Are we friends?
...How did we meet?
...How long have we been friends?
...What do you think of me ?
...Why?
...How long do you think our friendship will last?
...Why?
...What was your first impression?
...rate me [1-10]

DO YOU THINK I'M...
...fat?
...gay?
...sick minded/perv?
...embrassing to hang out with?
...cute or hot?
...smart?
...crazy?
...nice?
...a good friend?
...stupid?
...emotional?
...bossy?
...worth your time?

HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME...
...When's my birthday?
...What school do I go to?
...Do I have any siblings?
...Who is my best friend?
...Who am I dating?
...Favorite color?
...What is my worst subject?
...Best subject?
...Favorite sport?
...Favorite song(s)?
...Who do i remind you of?
...What song would you dedicate to me?
...What song reminds you of me?

JUST A FEW QUESTIONS...
...What do you love about me?
...What is my best quality?
...If you could change one thing about me, what would it would be?

WOULD YOU...
...hug me?
...kiss me?
...miss me if I was gone?
...listen to my problems?
...ever go out with me?
...marry me?
...be my friend?
...be there for me?
...lend me money?
...die for me?
...lie to me?
...backstab me?
...watch a chick flick with me?

I'm out...i want 100 comments like Jackie does...and if you think its impossible for me to get 100 comments fuck off cuz i ain't takin your shit
I ain't updating till i get 100 comments

Quizez

2005-05-22T19:33:21Z

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

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Yo gangsta name be

Platinum Ringa

You ride around in a

2004 Chrysler Pacifica

Yo gang

The Yakuza

Yo shoes be

Bathroom slippers

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

631

How much money you got?

$5.24953319338303e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 94%

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yea..

2005-05-22T18:29:47Z

I ahven't updated in a lo0o0oong time...has anyone heard form Kara?? cuz i ahven't and i'm starting to get alittle worried...I'm whicked bored..Megylou came ova fridaya nd slept ova and then we went to the mall....We bought matching skirts and some other things...:P then we came abclk to my house hung out for like ever did make ovas and stuff and watcha movie..realy funn day..and then some wierd drunk guy came ot my house asking for directions to pound hill road....He had a blue shirt on and it had a rip at the upperright chest shoulder area...if you see this man plz be very afraid...he is real freaky and he has this tanish car woith someone driving it...Thank you for your time....:P oits sunday and i' bored out of my minmd!!!!! ah!!!!

Skool....

2005-05-16T15:21:10Z

I'm at skool rite now....i'm in Typing class....We have A sub...we have nothing to do....ah...bored...I'll write another entry when i get home...stayin after today for help in Pre-algebra cuz we gots a test tommorrow.../

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Skool...

2005-05-05T15:57:27Z

I'm at skool in typing class right now....Real bored.....I don't feel good at all i ahven't eaten since yesterday at 11....and i'm whicked hungary but i can't eat anything cuz i'll just puke it all up...I think i have the stomach flu but i can't stay home cuz my mom is a fag....I went to the guidence counsouler today too to talk to her about my morning this morning...ugh..I ahte my mom so much....Lunch is in like 2 minutes....

<333333 Tallia!

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2005-05-02T20:21:29Z

I got this from jill and Jill got this from Jackie’s live journal…please fill this out…I wanna see what you guys will say…

What Would You Do If:
.I died from natural causes:
.I said I liked you:
.I kissed you:
.I lived next door to you:
.I started smoking:
.I stole something:
.I was hospitalized:
.I ran away from home:
.Smacked you in the face:
.Said I didn't want to be friends anymore:
.Broke something of yours:
.I cried in front of you:
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Would You:
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.Hold my hand?:
.Take a bullet for me?:
.Keep in touch?:
.Try and solve my problems?:
.Love me?:
.Date me?:
.Make fun of me?:
Have You Ever:
.Lied to make me feel better?:
.Wanted to kiss me?:
.Wanted to kill me?:
.Smiled thinking about me?:
.Broke my heart?:
.Kept something important from me?:
.Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
And More:
.Who are you?:
.Are we friends?:
.When and how did we meet?:
.What was your first impression?:
.Describe me in one word:
.Do you still think that way about me now?:
.What reminds you of me?:
.If you could give me anything what would it be?:
.How well do you know me?:
.When's the last time you saw me?:
.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
.Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?:

ugh...

2005-05-01T23:36:19Z

So bored.....Gpot my contact lost in the back of my eye...can't find it...i'll hopefuly find it soon tho.......Ugh...so bored....Went shoppig tho..i should be alset for a hile...My bros got the stumach flu....ew....I did a little redecorating in my room...it looks prety good...Got a math nquiz tommorrow so not ready for it. I gotaa go study...NOW!! byebye

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Ugh..

2005-04-24T18:39:58Z

I AM SO SAD I HAD TO LEAVE KARA'! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.....UGH...

i am depressed.....like Jackie.....ugh....i feel like cryin...and i am starting to...i want to stay in Arizona forever!!....

Why doesn't everything we want or need come out the right way?? i mean you may get what you want/need but you are never happy wiht it...like if its food you;'ll get fat from eating...then if its a game...youll play it like 5 times and get bored wiht it...If its Friends youll etheir never see them..or never talk to them or be too busy for them or get in a fight or somehting liek that....I'm not sayig you shouldn't ahve friends or Food oir games or anything...I'm just saying that i think everybody (including me) should try to get as much as they can out of that something or someone. Like if yoiu think you and your friend are arguing about soemhting stupid to you..but somehting important to her thenThink about it...Is it uimportant to you that you mruin your friendship?? or Is it more important to explain that you think its stupid to you buit its ok for her to like it.... Or a game...Before youy buy it think...am i gonna play this ever now and then? and it won't stay in the closet forever?? I just think that ppl buy things just to waste money. Like Fast food...Nobody NEEDS fast food....they just want it...And the more they want the more they buy and the more they become fatt.....But what if they bought the last hamburger cuz the grill burnt out? and this really skinny guy is behind them starving...they mwon't get a hamburger becuz of the selfish fat operson ahead of them... that guy could have saved that money for 3 years just to buy a hamburger to share with his family...so next time if your not starving and you knoe that you don't need it...then pass the resteraunt thinking..(i could have just saved a familys life) I knoe my example is a little unrealistic but it could happen.... And what i ahve to say should't stop you from going to that resteraunt i'm just trying to get everybody(including me) to think about what they want and what they need and the consquenses for everything good and bad

Lu8v yas lots
~*Natalia*~

Plz comment to it..i wann knoe what you ppl s got to say bout it...

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OMG!

2005-04-16T21:37:12Z

I AM SO EXCITED ITS SATURDAY NIGHT! YESSSS! ONLY LIKE....12 HOURS TILL I GO TO kARAS!! YESSSS!

Went shopping this Morning with jill and my mom...we bought ALOT~! jill and i got these some what matchign Shirts and we were modelign them for each other in the changing room cuz nobody was there cuz it was 8 am.....It was so much funn.....!

leave me some lovin while im not here....I'll probably be online at Karas tho..

Luv yas lots

~*Natalia*~

Bored...

2005-04-15T20:49:59Z

At my Mom's friends house...ugh...so boring...She has this 7 year old daughter and shes so0o0o0o0 boring and annoying..... But anywaY i'm going to my freiends house who lives in Blackstone...We are gonna give each other make-overs and Messages...and stuff... I am gomnna be home around 7 so im me then...Hehehehe

1 3/4 MORE DAYS!

I knoe something nobdy knoes!!

*~Natalia*~

Did you have a bowl of stupid for breakfast??

2005-04-13T22:47:32Z

ONLY 3 3/4 S MORE DAYS TILL I SEE KARA! Omg...Whoever wrote that in the bathroom is just jealous of Lindz....They can't be lindz so they are jealous and have no life...It probably took them Forever in there...Her Claassmates must ahve thought she was taking a crap or somethin...Hehehehe Anyway....I have been so busy packing for Kara's i haven't been able to write in here...or hang out wiht firends or anything... This entry Is gonna be short....so...byebye

~*NATALIA*~

Um...YEAH!

2005-04-09T21:23:04Z

Only...like a week till i go to Kara's I can't wait.....Got my hair cut today....Its shorter than my shoulders.....ew....I told the lady my shoulders...but she cut it shorter...She wasd Mikayla's mom The one in 8th grade..she was really nice tho... Talked to me about Clayton :\ It was kinda wierd... But w/e... I AM SO EXCITED! AH! YEAH! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO ARIZONA!YEA!

Its 6:35 Byt saying i wrote it at 9:27

2005-04-01T23:36:21Z

Had a great time at Jill's Played a hockey game...then Went bike riding...We Played a Prank on her sister,We made this raelly disgusting Milkshake and gave it to Kristin. And she REALLY liked it.. It was soo0oo0o0oo0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o Funny...... I'm so tired rite now so I am Gonna go to bed...

IM me or call if you wanna hang out...

~*Natalia*~

Ugh..

2005-03-30T01:03:10Z

Jackie i'm sorry Id\f i offended you...Its just that your a pretty big bitch sometimes...And i'm not gonna stand for that....I'm speaking MY mind And if you dont' like it then get over it...Cuz its better to hear it now then when you have no more friends...